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DEMENTED_SNAKE
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Name: Ilan
Gender: Male
Interests: playing a nice fun game of pin the tail on the homeless cripple
Expertise: .......uh........damn, it prolly shouldn't take this long to think up something i'm good at, that's not a good sign.....
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  dementedsnake
Member Since:
5/31/2003
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| I've had a rough month between being used for alcohol, sucked into a bucnh of people's drama, and a realization that i'm not in love with a certain somone, but that she represents to me a period of my life which i wish to return to and therefore, i cannot see the pompous, arrogant, egotistical, shallow hipster she's become because i always will remember her as the cute little girl at the asob concerts in home made t shirts talking to me about having sex with cartoon caracters. and to make matters worse, not only did i face a total psuedo-mid life crisis (a huge revelation in which i questioned what i even wanted out of life anymore), but i had to have such a revelation while trying to cure the virus that this girl passed on to me when we hung out during it's incubation period so as not to get sick too. but as usual, the band dragged me through all this, and seeing friends' bands succeed and get popular has made me more focused on this goal. but today, i'm having the best day i can remember, rudy and me are celebrating BLUNTSGIVING, a holiday in which returning college students are treated like guests in their town, so they drive around from house to house visiting old friends and getting smoked up for free. we must have smoked up like 9 different times today with different folks from our highschool years. in addition to such an awesome holiday, some frosh girls treated me like a celebrity when they found out i used to be in VF, i godda tell ya, even if i'd rather not be known for my association with such a scene, it's an honor to be told that you've had a part in creating somone's favorite song. between that, and finishing the CLOCKWORK WIZARDS album ART GARFUNKLE EATS BABIES (which, although recording is finished, needs to be tested a bit on different audiences (mostly those under the influence of narcotics) and a cover needs to be designed, as well as some packaging. maybe i should bounce this off david gluck, my songwriting teacher . . . yeah, that's actually a great idea, he would be free professional help! man, everything's going great, now to take a nice long burnout nap and then wake up round 9 to party some more!
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| me - "what should i be for halloween?"
dan - "how bout sober?"
lately, things are kind of drifting into a rut, the cold is setting in and making the days feel more and more routine as i rarely leave the dorm complexes. i'm frequently smitten with girls who either have their own problems and no time for me, or just no interest in me whatsoever, and frankly, the whole scenario is bumming me out. otherwise though, the band is getting better and better, the music sounds completel original, like nothing else out there right now, and it's left me very excited. infact, that's one of the few things these days which gets me excited . . .
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| everything's goin great these days, the band with brian's actually startin to get movin and rocky and i are workin on some new clockwork wizards stuff. rocky's gonna try out for my band with brian soon, cuz although i know rocky's amazing on bass in a matt freedman style, bryan has as much say in what we're doin as i do. it's so nice to get a band dynamic goin again. brian and me are committed to this band, even though sometimes i get too wasted to practice and he's sometimes havin too much sex with his girlfriend to practice, overall, we're working on our second song, and i LOVE how it's sounding. like, doin clockwork wizards again is fun, but even rocky admitts that he'd rather be in a real band again and play shows. listening to world/inferno really puts me in the mood to watch hedwig and the angry inch . . . man that's random . . . rocky, milo and me have started bongsmithing, we're currently competing with the room down the hall who created a fucking light-up lightsaber toy pipe (appropriately named "the force", because of how it hits), and a guitar neck pipe, but we created something even more crazy, we turned a dildo into a fucking bubbler. the balls are where the water's stored, it's got both a slide and a carb, and is honestly the best smoke ever! it's called the "cocksmoker" and the patent's currently pending, so don't fuck with this one, the government is gonna back this one, because it's for TOBACCO PURPOSES ONLY! | | |
| i keep saying i'm going to cut down on the drinking and smoking and the random meaningless hookups, but nothing ever comes of that | | |
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